I know this not the only problem right now. Everyone is going through a hard time I came here a year go to do my masters. I don’t know people much here and don’t really have genuine friends or relatives I could rely on its hard to find any help or job. I understand its hard life here and before I came I mentally prepared myself and kept telling me that it’s gonna be hard but you have to do it. I am not afraid of any hard work I am pretty much ready to work anything except selling my body. Normally my age girls come with their husband I came single. I had a really bad break when I was home and already been suffering from depression. I had one friend who left me and moved with her friend.. she was the only reason I decided to come here and had a faith that no matter what she is my best friend and we will be here for each other but she moved out and didn’t even tell me the reason.
I asked her for reason and even apologized for the mistake I don’t know yet she didn’t even say a word and the most painful thing is I don’t remember treating her bad and asking for helping me with house chores but anyway it was her decision and I respect that people should have the freedom to have their own choices but I feel hurt because she left me when there was so much going on people were losing a job and I didn’t have any job. I wasn’t asking her to pay for me but at least being there would have meant a lot. Next thing I am asking every single person I know to help to find a job but no one come forward yo help and one of my friends asks me to come to his cafe but ask me not tell his boss that i was referred by him and I am not that dump if u really wanna help u could just put ur name on reference and what he did after I went and gave my resume to make sure his boss doesn’t find that i am his friend he changes the street and walks from the opposite direction to make sure his boss doesn’t see us together. Come on “sathi” at least have the guts to say no on my face that u cannot help. at least don’t lie or pretend and another thing.

I am a single girl but I started saying I am married now because every guy I talked and thought as a good friend thinks that I am having a hard time so I will anything for money. I will cry beg or at worst I will be back in my own country but I have self-respect and will not sell my body for mone and we exist yes. I met this guy through FB where he posted for needing someone for work when I text him he asks for sex and he is not the only I have blocked ignored so many guys. Even my own friends who I thought are good people ask for the same thing. I know life is hard I am struggling too. but boys oh god they only care about sex how my own Nepalese bothers could treat Nepalese girls like this. I understand we have to be a little selfish but not this much. I know at the end “j huna xa tyo hunxa”, I am trying to find a job. yes, sleep hungry stomach sometimes but selling my temple my body is not an option for me because the day I do that I will kill myself and I know sex is not that big deal, and its not that I don’t respect people who choose to do such thing everyone has rights to make their own choices.. and I am making mine.
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And to my lovely friend, to whom I help from study to sleeping on the laptop, I genuinely thought about us and gave u a chance and had a relationship with your thought we will have each other back here and have some future. You knew from the beginning that for me relationships have to be long-lasting with future planning and giving each other respect being loyal and putting effort and yes sometimes after doing all good things relationship doesn’t work but if you have some really good intentions here. I was a virgin for god shake u should have thought a girl who waited for this long and had a relationship of 7 years but waited have sex have something special in her life. but I trusted you and u broke me please don’t ever show ur face and don’t treat or do ever again anyone as u did to me. My family used to warn me because I am a straight forward person but I thought people aren’t that bad but after u I know now I cannot trust anyone. lastly, I don’t regret treating u all good because u are treating me wrong because this defines my family Sansar and my attitude and what others said and did define there.